A new understanding of life

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2009-01-10T09:36:00.001-08:00

Gosh duno wat kind of life is this, no discipline, no firmness, gosh so aimless, but how determine i should be . Wat am i looking for before 20 , haix one lifetime, how can i concentrate wat and how to get motivation . Assignmentssssssssssssssss, follow by new year, after new year, assignement again, after assignment will be examinations, then holiday, bath dog , and holidays YEP finally, it seems that life is a routine! how , GOD i hope i can have some life, i wana go cycle and the place i wana goo, but haix, holiday lazy BUM naughty gal

Finally a new entry , ON christmas!!!!

2008-12-24T10:31:00.000-08:00

Merry christmas to all, haha. Holidays, seems not really nice this time, besides assignemnt, breaks are mostly at home watching drama series. Sometimes really hope to tell myself, come on girl get some life go out of ur comfy pigsty, heee, mummy sorry , something went wrong with me today. I really need sometime to relax too. serious man. need the time to think what am i doing and everything, finding back the previous purpose. Wah the thing that i hope to do is to sit at the beach drinking a cup of cold lemonade. hahah wahhh wonderful beautiful!!!!!

Really excited for xiamen trip wonder what kind of trip will it be. hope that i could get some purpose or some inspiration when i go there. Opps gal jia you to alll, i am xing fu de!!! hahaha

words i think is wonderful: Everyone is trying their best, y should i stop even if i face a tiger that is blocking me, i could run, i can kill it, BUT it's My choice to choose what i want, what i need, what i feel that how and what i need to do to make my life a meaningful one.
Everyday the clock is ticking the world is spinning, no one will stop because i am ill or because i tear or missing, i'm not that big shot, so y i need this special attention since i know i will not get it.
WAh suddenly so sentimental, YIZHI you got lots to improve jia you!
Everyone jia you dun stop here, lots to go on.

Life

2008-05-02T11:22:00.000-07:00

This is my 1st entry after sch opens... so far life is like stress uncertain scary and jia you... today have some though... hmm today think of what im gonna do for mother's day. then from radio heard messages after messages from people their grattitude towards mother.. then heard story regardin mother dying , then saw show regardin children dying omg so saddenin.. i wonder who god choose , why did he choose that person.. he has his reason ok but life ... we really duno who will leave us tmr,, even we neo this facts but y we human cant do it. i always imagine the feelin if my mum... i cant take it hmm hope i dun do anythin that sadened her. really wat i can do is try my best live life to fullest at times take a small breAK to prepare for that long journey ,, but of cos everyone at times need some motivation to go that extra mile. to everyone no matter what happens in life we have to do our best cos is the only 1 time and also for the 1 time that some others urge for ... ok now i mus try my best to get rest hahahaha tmr is ohm $$ ohm day work gogogogogogogo love everyone who look at this entry ,, love even those who did not look haha.. NO WORRIES LIFE IS NOT EASY BUT TIME AND UR HEART WILL GIVE U A WAY ,,, A WAY SO NO WORRIES YOU'LL BE BLESS!MUAHHHH!!HUGGIES!!!! MUMI I LOVE YOU!GOD HELP ME TO LOVE HER MORE

Can't sleep

2008-04-13T12:25:00.000-07:00

omg tmr is the start of school and i cant sleep gosh how man . duno wat im thinkin tried all i can ... try drinkin honey ..eatin banana...haix still how.........heee just a really short complain...an wish everyone a gd day .no worries its gonna be fine

my point

2008-04-11T04:37:00.000-07:00

Thanks for paulyn, suddely i felt tat she has grown up and i seriously like that change . so i think i shall pick my mind up , pick my self up and charge although now i do not hav much feeling or confidence whether i can do it but wats important , the vision become blurer , i neo but im sure life has times where vision become blurer so i shall paitiently wait till the fog is gone

Thks BUDDIessssss, lovey day.

2008-03-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

PPL knowin that u gals are worried , so wana write a post for u ppl, thks alot i really appreciate 100%. YI zhi is still me,, really jus alittle quiet only.. no reason really .. Love u guys. thanks alot i know i hav let u guys worrried haha . i'm jus currently workin now and no off days if i really can get off i will call u ppl ok and meet u ppl out. see u guys this sun i'm workin. until then u guys see whether i'm alrite ok so dun woriii now aiyooooo. thks so much.. u ppl mus take care ur self also dun worried i won't tired myself de. muahhhhhhh!!!!ssssssssssssssssssss. love,ohm money money ohm.

What a GREAT day i have!!!

2008-03-11T09:43:00.000-07:00

yop! first i wake up late again .... then went for art therapy was a great section now i know tat me hav different level of anger and i will react differently.

Then some great things happen again .... the blur god knock on my door.... I actually plan to eat with serene then realise i did not bring wallet. next i went to look in my bag , yeah found $10 in my schedlue book then i eat lunch so next step is togo home take my IC and go airport work by that time is 1.54pm need to reach airport, so i took bus . IN the bus mumi call me and say u got check properly ma!!! hmm see the front pocket OMG MY WALLET IS IN MY BAG ALL THE TIME..

ok still nvm work was fun i get to drink different juices yummy!! but gave wrong juice to the wrong customer and they did noy realise.

ok hm sweet hm time... i took the bus and over stop ,supposeto stop at payalebar but the bus bus went all the way to buoncy rd and worse of all no last bus!!!!!!!! then waste 8 dollar go hm haiyo ...ohm $$ byee byee .
thks mumi tis few days , apperciate the ppl beside u.

The duno day

2008-03-05T07:31:00.000-08:00

erm lack the whole day until evening went to job training. I have been thinking alot sometimes even me , myself and I also dun understand myself . i duno how much i can eat, i duno when i can do my things and so on.... sometimes i really hope to know what can really help me understand myself understand what am i good at. HAHaa sound so emo . today help alittle at job training, but what i really hope is i really can help and is worth for them to employ me....

The break through

2008-03-05T07:22:00.000-08:00

Die liao post the wrong date hahaha. Any way tuesday 4/3/08 i was late for art therapy haixxx. Then i went amk hub to look for paulyn , kelly and poh yi , i went to K SONGS, okok i know . everyone wil say," HUH ! YIZHI GO K song. " ya . I sang a few songs hmmmm. heee then at night meet 2 ah ma and sharon to eat my favourite mushroom soup. But duno have i introduce them the right choice sorry if i did not. We had some fun discussing and arguing about poh yi. haixxx then i doze off in the bus right left.. right left..all the way hm.. IS ok if u duno wat i writin thks for seeing my ohm $$ ohm..

The new born

2008-03-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

4/03/08 yup, cos lazy to blog , anyway this is the the day when little Jovia came to the world , my little niece.
The moment i look at her, a very special feeling , how do i say tat. Is a newborn another product of love between 2 person , another precious jewel came to earth. Her cheek was so red and look like cherries, she has small little hands and legs. Everyone is waitin for her to open her small little eyes to open and see the world esp her parents.
This is one of the esp things happen on that day.

hmmm just a day!

2008-03-01T07:20:00.000-08:00

First of all is creditss to ...Thank you for the 2pssss and i finally felt they grew up heee. anyway today was hmm ok lo.. first i MIA THE WHOLE DAY AND PEOPLE can't find me. hmm then i went for job training hmm... so scary lo . i was shock and duno wat to do .. hope i can open out better. hmm i really really suspect my confidence and ability.......

Next, i went shoppin at IMM in Daiso. hmmm really ohm $$ ohm spent $30 pro rite. haix now arh tmr goin to work at roxy . oh thks 2 ppssss for their encouragement

friends

2008-02-28T06:33:00.000-08:00

i did not sleep the who;e nite watchin show so i slept all the way till 4pm thinkin that today will be another borin and aimless day. i recieve a fone call " yizhi we come ur hse k. hahaha guess whose them. anyway i was quite reluctant honestly. butt... still i ask them come ba.
u neo wat happen at first i guess i was real emo but as time pass i become more willing to tok tok tok.

thks for paulyn and poh yi they help me do my blog heeehee thks galssss. still mus thk them all else is another emo day.. i luv bears and i think it represent me haha jus wana say that .

the main reason is it has a huge tummy hahaha. ok airport job guess is gone .HUA YIZHI i mus not give up i will strive for my aim. all the way i go ohm money money ohm.. you're be bless! everybody. heee thanks for every single day. i miss my ah mas gd luck for exam.

Deep Deep Deep

2008-02-26T05:30:00.000-08:00

Not too sure wat's wrong but gona do some hm.... weird feeling. wat a long day. went for art therapy it is truely chim but thksfor serene and dapmanage to overcome. Did'nt expect that. After that feel alittle weird already haha.

Then took and mrt and sleep all the way to changi air port for interview. that is my shock,,, the manager there is actually parvin ex manager (the supervisor which i work for at roxy) . then with blurness AND LOTSS OF WORDLESS SHOCK.

I went find kelly and thks for her she help me make fast discision. Then for 1st time i walk aimlessly att paya lebar haha... Tmr will stay at hm and do lotssss of hse work .. thks mumi for ur dinner i need that ......... hmm now i quit jap there waitin for yakun hope i make the right choice. So now gona fall back to deep thoughts...ONCE AGAIN OHM MONEY MONEY OHMM!!!!

the rainy midnite

2008-02-25T10:13:00.000-08:00

haha!nothing happen. jus wana say hi ! yizhi is back wif her bloggy and remembered her password. hmm now i'm accompanied by my crab meat, hot dog and cheese bread that is MY DINNER at 2AM is'nt that cool. haha today when to interview and work at aha bu aha bu house. OMG! the place is so Zen that makes me sleep. yeah! tmr i caan do wat i like, art therapy yeah!

hmm !Now my main goal is earn more save more and fullfill my dreams and wishes. yeah! So ! dun say i money face cos is reality ma!heehee i like being busy cos makes me think i'm working for wat i want . Any i end today by sayin everyone face problems everyday so jus step by step pick ur self up slowly and face challenges again ,,, do all this in YOUR OWN TIME AND SPACE. SLOW IS REALLY ALRIGHT. huggies ppl. hahaha ok get ready i say my chants soon and i'll get prepare for a new day............"OHM MONEY MONEY OHM" bye bye and u'll be Blessed!!!